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Yet another 2022 rewind

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Marius Bora
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Marius Bora
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Yet another 2202 rewind
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The premises
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I want you to imagine the whole Universe, and place it in front of you.

These images can help.

We can see structures, patterns, and geometry. We zoom in and we reach the point of emanation for this Universe.

And we enter another Universe, a different reality, similar to ours for we come from there.

Sometimes we hit a limit, we don’t know what is beyond the veil, but that shouldn’t stop us from being beyond the veil, we can be there, be nothing at all, and when we come back to our Universe, we come forth embodying the force that created this Universe.

Yet again, we emanated consciousness. (Did you try turning it off and on again?)

We went back, we became, we talked about what we are going to do differently, tete a tete.

We set the instructions for a different sort of emanation, a different reality for us.

Which could be better, or worse, it could be the reality where we make Patrick Squarepants our leader.

All in all, these emanations move according to certain laws, that all creation follows in different degrees.

These laws define and influence everything we are, if you understand yourself you may also understand the Universe.

The unfolding rant
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We are feeling filling the Universe in.

It started from a single point in space, which is ever unfolding emanation of energy, in our perspective, infinite! Something that cannot be destroyed, only transformed.

What the source of that emanation is, we don’t really know, but we are it.

That emanation took shape, it took direction, evolving into spirals of energy, which constitute our Universe, our galaxies, our planet, our bodies, and our own consciousness.

All this can become all that.

We have to understand where we come from, we rewind our own spiral of consciousness, we identify

patterns, we become again that version of ourselves, our teenage self for example.

And when we do that, we understand it is not something distant, something gone. It is something unfolding right now, and maybe we didn’t integrate it which ends up affecting us today. Imagine having your teenage self always running around your business, commenting on everything you do! What a nightmare you gotta shut down some of that prepubescent attitude.

We are all versions of ourselves. No past, no future. Just you in the present moment.

And this YOU is layers upon layers of your life experience, ever unfolding into your present, influencing every movement you make.

You may heal the physical aspect of an injury, and think you are done. But the mental injury remains.

A shell-shocked soldier is mentally traumatized, which has an impact on the soldier first and then everyone around him, like a storm.

But we can integrate that version of ourselves that was hurt. We become wiser and we understand. We own that shit, we own our past and own what we inherited from the generations before us.

And the knowledge we integrated, we can apply, and maybe this will set a different course, and alter the flow of energy in a positive way.

Like altering a jet of water, in order to create shapes. We do that with fountains and they emanate beauty, but even those water shapes in the air have to surrender to the law of gravity, here it is a bigger flow of energy that we cannot disobey without a cost.

But maybe we can identify the costs, and make a budget. I know I made a bureaucrat smile with that last statement.

We can apply logic to beauty, and beauty to logic.

A materialistic and deterministic view of reality may fool you into thinking that the process is continuous, alterable only by the physical laws we can identify, and then try to piece together theories about why we are.

But this view ignores the other aspect of reality, which is MENTAL power. Which was first? Gravity or the idea of gravity? Or both?

Our own creation, of ourselves, using the physical and mental senses that we have, using the body we inherited from nature. A body that was created during endless cycles of evolution, and that we use to navigate this Universe.

We may think we are outside of this Universe, because we developed akin to a singularity, pulling in everything, even light, which makes us lose sight of the horizon.

But if we go back, if we rewind the tape of our being, which we do by letting go of the forces that keep pushing us forward, dictating our lives without our consent.

If we go back there, consciously, then we may make a change.

Inspirations
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All hermetic philosophers around the world and of course, the music, forever present, connecting us to our past and the humming of our heart.

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